MADDY CATHA

 

MY NAME IS MADDY CATHA, AND I AM FROM AUSTRALIA. WHEN I WAS 5 YEARS OLD, MY FATHER SEXUALLY ABUSED ME. HE WOULD SNEAK INTO MY ROOM LATE AT NIGHT AND FORCE ME TO MASTURBATE HIM WHILE I PERFORMED ANILINGUS ON HIM. HE WOULD ALSO URINATE ON ME AND DEGRADE ME WITH PET NAMES LIKE "DADDY'S LITTLE TOILET", "MADDY THE CATHETER", AND "RUSTY THE TROMBONER SLUT". HE WOULD MAKE ME WEAR MASCARA THEN BEAT ME UNTIL I CRIED BECAUSE HE WAS TURNED ON BY THE MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. HE DID THIS TO ME UNTIL MY MUM LEFT HIM WHEN I WAS 14 YEARS OLD. FOR YEARS AFTER MY SENSE OF SELFWORTH WAS SHATTERED. I WOULD REGULARLY ENGAGE IN DANGEROUS BEHAVIOR LIKE EXCESSIVE DRINKING AND SELF-INJURING.

I WAS CONSUMED BY HATRED FOR MY FATHER, UNTIL ONE DAY I REALIZED THAT THIS WAS NOT HEALTHY. MY FATHER FEELS REMORSE FOR THE WAY HE WAS AND I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM. SLOWLY I AM RECOVERING AND REPAIRING MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER.

MY FATHER AND ME IN RECENT TIMES

 

I MADE THIS WEBPAGE FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SUFFERED LIKE I HAVE. YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SUFFER IN SILENCE. YOU CAN RECOVER AND YOU CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN.

THERE IS HOPE!

 

ALL MY BEST WISHES,

MADDY CATHA